My Curiosity about the Invisible World
I have always been curious about the invisible world. Not ghost related, Karmic related. I even wrote a screenplay called The Religion of karma. This is before The Secret or anything like that came out. It was a about a guy that just got wasted all the time. Which was probably based on me. He got wasted, smoking weed, drinking, smoking cigarettes, watching porn.
One time I went to church and I was in a disbelief about God. I kind of was cursing out God during mass. I think I was unhappy about my childhood, like we were kind of poor, living in the ghetto, I had pimples, I think. I was like a teen. I had to go through violence all the time where I lived just to get home. Not every day but some days. I had this bad ungrateful energy.
One day I just gave $20 to the church. Then eventually I gave to bums and stuff like to try to help people out. Not small amounts like coins. I gave bills. Eventually when I gave bills, and I was nice to my dog. I would have good days. This is where it started. I really was studying Karma even in grade school and high school.
I was about 18 or 19 when I read Think and Grow Rich and How to Win friends in Influence people. It was part of a Network Marketing recommended reading thing. I was into improving my subconscious mind. Then I Realized that getting rich was like from knowledge. The rich people know some things that the poor people don’t. I kept reading books on how to improve myself so I can get rich and get better at screen writing.
Now I think figured out a lot of things, like about vibrations and how we must have good vibrations. But how to have it? We have to be healthy first. We have to be happy. Our health, and emotions must be on the best quality. What about Karma?
More powerful than just feeling and thinking, is action because it has reaction that is at a higher consequence. We must do good deeds. This is what I’ve learned from this road to having miracle vibrations. I have to be good to as many people as possible. Not hurt others, and have good intentions for other people.
This is something that I have been doing. Outside of this I need to suffer in a way that is good for me. I need good quality suffering like fasting, I could not eat for the whole day and eat only one meal. Exercise is a form of good quality suffering. Reading and improving myself. Cleaning the house. It’s not good to label it suffering but its actions that benefit myself and other people.
What actions benefit other people? The greatest among us is a servant to all they say? What actions can I do that benefits others? I think writing is one. If this blog helps others, then it has given me good Karma. If not then I don’t think I’ll get bad karma, but I tried and I might still get good karma because the quality of my intention.
In writing this blog my goal is to help you. Every single week I go to the book store looking for something that will improve my life, that will get me rich, that will make me happy, that will help me to improve the world. I got lost on the reason why. Maybe the why is so I can help others. As I help myself improve I can help others improve.
What is my plan for this 2024. Every New Year’s its different. I have spent some New Years Eve by myself just writing my goals and writing what I want to change for the New Year. It’s always related to like stop smoking, stop drinking. Things like that. Its related to finishing projects, achieving financial goals. Being in shape.
I will have all of these goals again, but now I want to try a new thing. Like a Theme for the year. I think it’s Discipline and Organization. I want to be more self disciplined and organized so that I can make sure I’m able to achieve my goals.
If Anthony Robins would coach me he would tell me to feel pain in not being disciplined and pleasure in being disciplined. He would say to write everything that I’ll lose and all the pain I will feel if I’m not disciplined this year. Then I would write it down and feel pain.
After that I would have to write the pleasure of feeling disciplined, so I will go after the pleasure and feel good about being disciplined. I will avoid the pain of being not disciplined and feel the pleasure of being disciplined. Oh yes and before this he would ask what’s the pleasure, I get from being undisciplined. So, it’s out in the open too.
I have to follow the great people who believed in self-discipline. The athletes like Michael Jordan and Kobe Bryant and the business people like Elon Musk and Warren Buffet. I have to have fun and create.
I look at it like it’s a Karmic sacrifice to stop drinking alcohol, I already stopped smoking so I will continue. To exercise daily its like I’m showing God that I’m taking care of what I’ve been given. Doing Feng Shui is showing God I’m taking care of my environment.
Its discipline to pray with love and to keep love in my heart. It’s also fun. The consistency of feeling love and being of service is what I want to do. I want to give more love to others and be of service to more people this year. I am going after the Miracle Vibration and I am praying for all of God’s creations and I am also doing my best to always be the best person I can be for the people I love.